Monday, December 5, 2011

I wont say I love you , I just make you feel I do ♥


I cacth myself thinking of you , thinking how make you feelhow you put a smile on my face , how this feeling is real , I wonder if you notice me , if you know that im there , if you ever think about me , if you know that I care .

I wish I could have the strength , to walk up to you and say that you're the reason I smile , the reason that I breathe air , sometime I wish I could forget , that this feeling I could erase , but I know its impossible , because if I close my eyes all I see your face , I know im not supposed to care or feel the way I do .

But I cant deny my feelings , when I know they are true , I dont get to see you around much , and it makes me sad . Makes me wish I could have with you , all the wonderful things I never had .

Everynight I lay in bed , and I think of you , and ask myself a thoussand times , do you think of me too ? HAHAHA 


I wish I were the one who turn to when you're having a bad day , knowing that im the person , who will make it go away , I wish I could be the person , you long for touch , a person who make you smile and for whom you care so much .

I cant tell you how I feel , even thought I wan to , I just keep on thinking , you wouldnt feel the way I do , I guess you'll never know about the way I feel , because deep down I know , it probably wasnt mean to be .

You bring joy to my life and brighten my day , yu make me feel better , in every possible way , I wish I had strength , to tell you how I feel , to tell you that I care , to tell you that im for real .

The thought of you not knowing makes me want to cry , it cuts to deep down , makes me feel like I'll die  . I wish you could look into my eyes , and see the love I have for you , see me for who I am , and tell me you love me too HAHAHA 

I hope that someday , I'll have the strength to do , what I always wanted to , and that is to say " I love you "  , but till that day comes , I'll watch you from far away , admire and love you , like I did till this day , so if you dont know by now , maybe I'll tell you someday , but till then I want you to know , that I love you and that's all im going to say .

Hug and kiss ; FafaRomzi ♥
with hope you read this entry. 

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